Sunday eve. Haven't had this feeling for a while... About a year I must say.
The feeling of sunday eve, and a working day coming up next. And at a new job in addition. I hate starting new jobs, not knowing anyone. At least I've been there before... And I done the same kind of job, so I guess I'll be fine.
But just the thought of getting up at 6am gives me a stomach ache...

At least work will pass the time a bit. It's just a few months, then I'm out of this town.
Speaking of this town, and the fact that I was in Gothenburg last weekend, my God of music has spoken;
"- Stockholmare tror att de lever i någon slags världsmetropol, att de är något. Elitismen och den inbillade överlägsenheten där, det är det jävligaste." Håkan hellström.
I couldn't agree more. And I know I'm talking shit about, myself, but it's true. Most people, not everyone, but most of them are idiots. Nothing bad about the town itself, it's acutually quite nice. But I can't wait to get out of here soon.

I guess I should make my way to the bed. I can't say I'm tierd, but if I'm gonna get up that early I might need some sleep.
Good night everyone, whoever reads this.
Stay classy.
(can't belive I just wrote that. Yes, I did watch Anchorman, and liked it. I even laught a little. There, I said it. Wear That !)

I know this is gonna sound very wierd, specially coming from me, But I think (note But with the big "B") , could it be completely impossible, partly because it comes from, me, that I might be, here it comes, In love?
Or is there a more useful word for when you can't stop thinking of a person, compare everything and, more important, everyone with this person, and just want to be with him and call him yours?
hmm...
Some might actually call that obsession. But it sounds a bit hard, doesn't it?
Yeah, love sounds a bit better, and definitely better than the same word in swedish !
   But if you got some more useful expression for my situation, I'm open for suggestions.

I did not stay up all night watching a whole season of Scrubs...
No !
It actually took all afternoon as well.

I think I'm going crazy... Stockholm is driving me nuts. Just the thought of it.
Gothenburg last weekend was great (totally worth that bustrip ! ). Nice to see the Brigham guys again. And I love the city. Don't know why, probably because there's no Stockholmers there...

I've been avoiding Stockholm alomste every weekend since I came home from London. I had a great summer withgreat people. But as soon I come back to viva la hometown again I feel restless, boreded and still so out of power to do something about it. About anything.
   I guess startig work on monday could help the time past a little faster. If I start. Those douchbags havn't called so I don't have any information what so ever. Don't feel like call them, but I guess I have too...
   Then it's just work for three months, and then I'm (hopefully) of to Sälen. (gotta send in that application as well...)
If everything goes alright I might move to Gothenburg next spring.  Or back to London. Or fucking Guatemala. Anything to get out of Stockholm. I don't know what it is, but there's something about this town that puts me in a bad mood. And complete indolence. 

But I guess I got to get something done. At least call Jarowskij to make clear I got a job to go to on monday...

suck....